{"id":840,"date":"2023-12-05T19:01:49","date_gmt":"2023-12-06T00:01:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/?p=840"},"modified":"2023-12-05T19:04:11","modified_gmt":"2023-12-06T00:04:11","slug":"5-decembrance-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/2023\/12\/05\/5-decembrance-2\/","title":{"rendered":"#5 decembrance"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I forgot that my mother made books with me as a child until I found (after my father died) the remnants of my drawings and her words in a folder in the basement. I loved discovering these small construction paper efforts, because I had made so many books with my daughter&#8211; tiny folded and stapled pages with scribbles and words. The books I made as a child were clearly not evidence that I was a poet, but testimony that my mother was paying attention even though I was the third child.<br><br>The little books I made with my mother attest to the way I wrote backwards and highlight my love of drawing. No one was keeping score but these scribbles captured my particular gestures. The books were boundaries within which to explore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When I make pots I love the constraint of making functional pottery, but simultaneously I have a very broad definition of the idea of function. Today&#8217;s vase maybe seen as a shard. It began as a circle and then became a shape one can slip through&#8211; and yet the pot is something you can hold in your hand and turn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignwide size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"696\" src=\"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/05-decembrance-23-1024x696.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-841\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/05-decembrance-23-1024x696.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/05-decembrance-23-300x204.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/05-decembrance-23-768x522.jpg 768w, https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/05-decembrance-23-1536x1044.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/05-decembrance-23-2048x1391.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/05-decembrance-23-1200x815.jpg 1200w, https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/12\/05-decembrance-23-1980x1345.jpg 1980w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What is grandeur? Who is keeping score?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I believe in the circle, in light that surprises me, when I can<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0 \u00a0believe nothing. The palm reaching out is a gesture,\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0a boundary, a circle one could slip through, or something<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">you could hold and in turn it could hold you back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">&#8211;Ada Lim\u00f3n, excerpt from &#8220;In the End Everything Gives.&#8221; The full poem, properly formatted can be found at this link thanks to the <a href=\"https:\/\/www.nga.gov\/content\/dam\/ngaweb\/stories\/2023\/poems\/Ada%20Lim%C3%B3n_In%20the%20End,%20Everything%20Gives.pdf\">National Gallery of Art<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I forgot that my mother made books with me as a child until I found (after my father died) the remnants of my drawings and her words in a folder in the basement. I loved discovering these small construction paper efforts, because I had made so many books with my daughter&#8211; tiny folded and stapled [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-840","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rough-ideas"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/840","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=840"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/840\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":843,"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/840\/revisions\/843"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=840"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=840"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.catherinewhite.com\/roughideas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=840"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}