In my wanderings this month I have photographed the trees against the sky over and over again. In my sketchbooks, I draw patterns inspired by their branch structure, dividing space like the stanzas of poems. I keep picking up locust pods as if they hold a furtive calligraphic language that unlocks the riddle of the season.

Trees are poems
that the earth writes
upon the sky.

—Kahlil Gibran, from Sand and Foam published in 1926

Years ago my mom gave me a pin that said, “learn to read poetry.” I, in turn, gave her a postcard that I made saying, “learn to read pottery.” Recently, in the cold weather I have often made tea not because I wanted to drink it but because I wanted to hold the warm cup. The poetry of pottery is what we make of the dirt. The poetry is best communicated through our touch and use and yet I continue to take photographs.

I Believe

Poetry, I tell my students,
is idiosyncratic. Poetry

is where we are ourselves
(though Sterling Brown said

“Every ‘I’ is a dramatic ‘I’”),
digging in the clam flats

for the shell that snaps,
emptying the proverbial pocketbook.

Poetry is what you find
in the dirt in the corner,

overhear on the bus, God
in the details, the only way

to get from here to there.
Poetry (and now my voice is rising)

is not all love, love, love,
and I’m sorry the dog died.

Poetry (here I hear myself loudest)
is the human voice,

and are we not of interest to each other?

—Elizabeth Alexander, in American Sublime, Graywolf Press, 2005

In the pale daylight just before sunset I walked in silence. Our dog loves everything she can find in the ditches filled with dead weeds. I had the road to myself, as I moved through this season. In the quiet routine of getting outside, the trees stood tall and the patterns of branch structure whispered hints of solutions to the studio questions I had tousled with this afternoon. I stopped for a moment and in that stillness I leaned in with my whole body to the significance of cold and the coming night.

Winter Grace

If you have seen the snow
under the lamppost
piled up like a white beaver hat on the picnic table
or somewhere slowly falling
into the brook
to be swallowed by water,
then you have seen beauty
and know it for its transience.
And if you have gone out in the snow
for only the pleasure
of walking barely protected
from the galaxies,
the flakes settling on your parka
like the dust from just-born stars,
the cold waking you
as if from long sleeping,
then you can understand
how, more often than not,
truth is found in silence,
how the natural world comes to you
if you go out to meet it,
its icy ditches filled with dead weeds,
its vacant birdhouses, and dens
full of the sleeping.
But this is the slowed-down season
held fast by darkness
and if no one comes to keep you company
then keep watch over your own solitude.
In that stillness, you will learn
with your whole body
the significance of cold
and the night,
which is otherwise always eluding you.

—Patricia Fargnoli, in Winter, Hobblebush Books, 2013

Here a warm cup on a cold day in the studio.
Here spilled seeds saved for next year.
Here the cancelled appointment.
Here the beautiful sunset.
Here the cold toes when I come back into the house.
Here sitting by the wood stove in our basement.

Here

Here a snail on a wet leaf shivers and dreams of spring.
Here a green iris in December.
Here the topaz light of the sky.
Here one stops hearing a twig break and listens for deer.
Here the art of the ventriloquist.
Here the obsession of a kleptomaniac to steal red pushpins.
Here the art of the alibi.
Here one walks into an abandoned farmhouse and hears a 
     tarantella.
Here one dreamed a bear claw and died.
Here a humpback whale leaped out of the ocean.
Here the outboard motor stopped but a man made it to this 
     island with one oar.
Here the actor forgot his lines and wept.
Here the art of prayer.
Here marbles, buttons, thimbles, dice, pins, stamps, beads.
Here one becomes terrified.
Here one wants to see as a god sees and becomes clear amber.
Here one is clear pine. 

—Arthur Sze, from The Redshifting Web: Poems 1970-1998

To enjoy these cold December days I cultivate the mind of winter. I put on my layers for short dog walks. The loops are quicker, around the property and across the dam with the wind to my back. I walk, paying attention to the details. There are patches of snow on the pond ice. Seven swans fly overhead. I tuck my head into my hood while making mental lists of the trees, noticing the grasses dusted with snow. In the insistent breeze a few leaves skitter across the ice. The studio feels warm compared with the outside temperature, but it is only in the 50s so my hat and vest stay on while I work.

The Snow Man

One must have a mind of winter
To regard the frost and the boughs
Of the pine-trees crusted with snow;

And have been cold a long time
To behold the junipers shagged with ice,
The spruces rough in the distant glitter

Of the January sun; and not to think
Of any misery in the sound of the wind,
In the sound of a few leaves,

Which is the sound of the land
Full of the same wind
That is blowing in the same bare place

For the listener, who listens in the snow,
And, nothing himself, beholds
Nothing that is not there and the nothing that is.

—Wallace Stevens, Poetry Magazine, 1921

There comes a point in December when I crave color and obsessively light candles. I think of my mother who loved Christmas decorations, candles, actually any kind of light. She photographed the flowers on the table over and over again. She aimed to capture shape, line, color, and shadow. As her daughter, I was often critical of her efforts. But now, when she appears in my dreams, I can see she photographed like she painted.

After my mother’s sudden death, I was lonely for our conversations. I wanted to dream her back into my life. But every time she appeared in my dreams I woke due to my excitement. Now, when she appears in my dreams, she asks what have we done with her candles? Where are her poetry books that towered alongside her bed? It’s like she is asking for the life underneath the objects. My memories of her holds the weight of my childhood. I made up dances; we made books together; she saved many of my early pots and squirreled them away in the backs of cabinets. These objects, colors, candles, and poems hold more than their edges and continue to ignite many stories.

At first I was lonely, but then I was
curious. The original fault was that I could
not see the lines of things. My mother could.
She could see shapes and lines and shadows,
but all I could see was memory, what had been
done to the object before it was placed on
the coffee table or the nightstand. I could sense
that it had a life underneath it. Because
of this, I thought I was perhaps bad at seeing. Even
color was not color, but a mood. The lamp was
sullen, a candlestick brooding and rude with its old
wax crumbling at its edges, not flame, not a promise
of flame. How was I supposed to feel then? About
moving in the world? How could I touch anything
or anyone without the weight of all of time shifting
through us? I was not, or I did not think I was, making
up stories; it was how the world was, or rather it is how
the world is. I’ve only now become better at pretending
that there are edges, boundaries, that if I touch
something it cannot always touch me back.

—Ada Limón, The Endlessness, The New Yorker, Sept 4, 2023

I took a long walk this morning, down the road, up through the woods, and looping back through pasture. I was reminded how important the landscape is to my work. It’s a mix of the textures, the way the rolling hills meet the sky, and the patterns of specific grasses or leaves. These influences are quiet. They arise in my work as if I ingested it all and reincarnate these materials through the impulses of my hand.

“When people look at my pictures I want them to feel the way they do when they want to read a line of a poem twice.”

—That’s how I feel about my pots—

—Robert Frank (Swiss American photographer; perhaps from Life Magazine, 1951)

In December I struggle to get my desired number of steps in during the daylight hours. I reach for bowls of soup with more spicy heat than is usual. I work harder to find beauty in the fallow garden. I trust that both dawn and summer are coming.

Be patient
where you sit
in the dark.
The dawn
is coming.

—Jalaluddin Rumi [go here for a discussion of Rumi quotes/translations]

I often turn to the books in our home library or take a mini field trip to the public library when searching for clues to make my way through these cold days and early sunsets. I go in search of a vocabulary to describe the season, hints for finding beauty, and road maps for coping.

“The artist’s bookcases were full of poets, like the bookcases of anyone trying to find out how everyone else copes.”

—Fredrik Backman, from My Friends

Over the last few days, I have brushed up against so many people that I love both past, present, and several babies who are in the future. I keep them all alive through stories, images, meals, heartbeats, plants, and sunsets.

The truth then:
We turn our hearts
into museums
of the people
that we love
to keep them alive
inside us.

—Nikita Gill, excerpt from “When You Asked Me If I Still Think Of You”
@nikita_gill (Instagram, November 18, 2025)